How did things end up like this?
How do I wind up in these messes?
I thought I got past those days, can just hear the laughter in my head saying haha you can’t escape me no matter how better you think you are. I cut again and it felt good. I need this and my mind keeps pushing for more. The crave is back and is deeper than ever.
All because I never really got over it in the first place.
#rockbottom #depression #cutting
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it.